[	mood	|	loved	]
[	music	|	in flames	]

well here goes i got a new job im now working at the art shop near the collage in luton only started yesterday but it went well was strange i was aloud to stand around and do nothing for  ages.
apart from that, my bf Duane and i are still together and the happiest we have ever been, theres justone thing that botheres me. he loves kids and i dont think i can have any. he says he does care but iv seen him around children and well im just afraid. and then again if we do ill have to share him lol. i like cuddles i cant help it. makes me feel wanted and loved. eaher way we want to get married but its not official yet.
other than that iv just been working tho i did talk to sean last  niught and was gonna meet him today tho i dont think its a good idea, i still like him and dont want it to mess things up
i think il give up modeling tho, i did it to make me happy and now i am. i got new pics up tho lol.